Apr 15, 2023 | Sugar, Ah Honey Honey, Writing
I’ve created a Substack to post updates on diabetes and sugar. It is, and will remain, free. I’ll continue to post here as well about everything else (and likely duplicate the Substack posts under the Diabetes and me tab,) but I suspect that I might get a bit more traction on Substack on that specific topic if network effects kick in, and I’d like to engage with others who’ve been in the same position as me.
Here’s a link if you’re interested (or if you know anyone who might be interested).
Apr 14, 2023 | Writing

The Magpie Rhyme
I pressed the button on The Magpie Rhyme, the new novel, tonight. It will be available from Amazon on 27 April. As I write this, only an hour or so after the files were uploaded, I already have one pre-order (in the USA), which is gratifying. It may seem arcane or trivial, but pre-orders and reviews are important because Amazon’s algorithm pays attention and might – just might – give the book a wee boost. Unfortunately, Amazon only allows pre-orders of Kindle editions, not paperbacks at present. If you want the paperback, you’ll have to wait until the 27th to be able to order it.
I rather like this one, which picks up from The Raven and the Hart but veers off in another direction, the fantasy elements, latent in Raven, are more overt in this. Canty and Ven are off the scene most of the time, and the modern-day elements feature Constance house-sitting a haunted property in the Scottish Borders. Finding a way to deal with a sleazy prog-rock keyboard player with an unhealthy obsession with the occult is the least of her worries.
The other part of the story is set in an alternative 17th-century Scotland in which the Reformation didn’t happen. A succession crisis is looming in both Catholic Scotland and Protestant England and Owain DInsmore has the distinct feeling that something has gone wrong with history – and then he finds out what is really going on.
For those of a literary analytical bent, Maria Tatar’s The Heroine With 1,001 Faces was influential on the way Constance and Owain’s stories interact.
For anyone interested, I’m working on the second (and final) set of stories in the Coyote in the Corner sequence. It has the working title Up The White Road, which is drawn from Eliot’s The Waste Land. I’m enjoying writing it, but climate change is part of the background, and each time I think I’ve made it too harsh, the news gets worse, so I’m constantly recalibrating. I hope you’ll get to see it sometime in 2024.
I’m also working on something entirely new that may – or may not – be another sequence. It’s too early to say; it might end up as just one – very big – book. It began as a short story to keep me amused and sprawled out to 35,000 words with no end in sight. At that point, I knew I had to rethink and restructure it into a novel. It won’t be ready until 2025.
A third, and probably final, instalment of the Sanctuary sequence is still quite some time away, unless my rough notes suddenly coalesce and fly from my fingers. At some point in between I hope to have a short story collection ready, but at present it would be a bit too thin to justify.
Anyway, with Magpie almost hatched, I think a whisky is in order (whisky delivers quite a low glycaemic load, I’m delighted to discover).
Apr 9, 2023 | Star Wars

Bruce Lee as Obi-Wing Chunobi, in Enter the Jedi (1973), an early inspiration for Star Wars
There has been a lot of Star Wars news this weekend, and it all looks jolly good, just like it always does when things are announced at big industry events. Me being me, I’ve spent time looking at some of the online reaction on YouTube; it has been entertaining.
Reaction on YouTube falls into two broad categories – on one hand, neutral or enthusiastic breakdowns of the news and of the Ahsoka trailer, on the other hand, a rash of hastily-produced videos by angry boys and men (always boys and men and usually American) in their bedrooms criticising every aspect of the announcements, frequently on the basis that Disney has ‘ruined’ Star Wars via excessive ‘wokeness.’ Often, their comments are no more than thinly disguised misogyny. I think these guys are under the impression that they have something valuable or critically worthwhile to say. They do not. Mostly they are swapping prejudices amongst themselves.
That’s not to say that there aren’t critical analyses to be made, just that these guys aren’t making them (and no, I’m under no illusions or delusions about my own scribblings either.)
What remains to be seen is the degree to which the newly announced material expands the storytelling in fun and new ways as opposed to retreading old ground. The bits of relatively recent Star Wars that I’ve enjoyed the most have been the bits that have done new things (Andor) or have brought a fresh perspective to the familiar (Rogue One). Notably, the film that was the most interesting and thoughtful about the galaxy far, far away, The Last Jedi, is the one from which the hastiest retreat was beaten. And that’s a shame.
As for the core strand of the TV material, much as I like Dave Filoni’s work, and I’ve watched it all, it rarely deepdives into the unknown. At least on the basis of what has been released so far, Ahsoka is picking up on existing books by Timothy Zahn and hatching expanded-universe easter eggs. That’s fine, and I’ll watch it, but it isn’t new.

Tony Curtis as Long-John Jones in the 1958 original of The Phantom Menace
What was notable about Star Wars (the first film) was that the script had just sufficient mythology and backstory necessary to drive a single film, but no more than that. It wasn’t made to articulate a developed mythology, that all sprang into being when the success of the first film spawned sequels, prequels and the expanded universe, and took on a life of its own.
In a sense, the onus on the current corporate production team, the heirs to the empire, is neither more nor less than to churn out entertainment and make a return. There is no harm or shame in mindless entertainment, except that, after a while, repetition becomes boring. Hence the need for the innovation in either the stories or the storytelling. It doesn’t have to be Tarkovsky (though a Tarkovsky Star Wars would be something to behold), but it does need to engage the imagination of the intended viewer.
The strengths of the original film and the subsequent mythology are also the root of the inherent problems with the material: the embedding of the (male) hero’s journey monomyth, and the primitive dualism of the conceptions of the Force. This sets up fundamental notions of good and bad, light and dark, noble and ignoble, sacred and profane. That works for one or two films, but strains when translated to a larger scale. The expanded universe sometimes grappled with this problem, as did the Clone Wars animated series written under head writer Christian Taylor. Clone Wars, though, was a series of rapid-fire stories designed for a younger audience, and that determined how issues were raised and addressed in service to a larger plot.
When I say ‘fun and new,’ I mean stories that consciously question the underlying mythology and thus open out the possibilities for storytelling. The Last Jedi did that and was far and away the most interesting and radical of the recent trilogy. The words put into the mouth of Luke Skywalker by Rian Johnson, it’s time for the Jedi to end, were exactly the correct sentiment. And that’s also why, of the three announced films, it is the one featuring Rey that has the potential to be the most interesting and transformative, assuming that they don’t chicken out. Quite what this story will involve, given that it needs some kind of antagonist, I don’t know, but I reckon there is an interesting story to be told with Rey as protagonist, one that goes beyond the naïve dualism of Jedi and Sith.
Back in January (Hearken to the Jedi Rune) I wrote,
For ages I’ve had a notion of a Star Wars story sketched in a notebook. I probably won’t write the story because I can’t do the technobabble, but every so often it creeps out of my subconscious. I rewatched The Force Awakens, The Last Jedi and the Rise of Skywalker with an eye on one particular character who would be the protagonist of the putative story.
That character was Rey and the story in the notebook, which remains only in note form, arose from my interest in mysticism and my long-standing habit of reading Hermann Hesse. If a Rey film is in the works, then I’m pretty sure I won’t write the story now. I could do it as fan-fiction, I guess, but it’s not as though I’m short of other things to write.
Maybe I’m overthinking this 🙂
Art by Lindsay.
Apr 6, 2023 | Sugar, Ah Honey Honey
I posted here and on social media that my type-2 diabetes is now in remission. Several people asked how I’d done it, and this is to outline what I did and why. It’s a long post and I look at
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- how I approached my diagnosis,
- what I did and
- the outcomes. Note: at no time was medication involved.
Disclaimer: I’m not a doctor. This is what worked for me, but my body is not your body, your mileage may vary, objects in the mirror may be closer than they seem, etc.
note: this post was lightly revised 7 and 11 April for clarity.
Approach
The starting point was my initial consultation with the doctor in November 2021. She recommended that I look at ‘lifestyle’ issues before any consideration of pharmaceutical or other medical intervention. She also pointed me towards the work of Dr Michael Mosley. I wasn’t immediately familiar with Dr Mosley’s work, although when I watched a couple of documentaries he made for the BBC, I remembered seeing one of them previously. I’m wary of popular gurus with books to sell, but reckoned that if my doctor suggested that there was benefit in having a look then I should. I bought one of Dr Mosley’s books and followed the advice given there. I didn’t follow it exactly, but reasonably closely.
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Type-2 diabetes arises from the body’s difficulties in dealing with glucose in the blood. My approach to it was two-pronged: stop putting so much glucose into my body, and deal with the glucose that was already there.

Speaks for itself.
Now, you can’t avoid glucose going into your bloodstream. Sugars, as carbohydrates, are one of the principal food groups. Therefore, the decision to stop putting glucose into my body was really an issue of deciding what carbohydrates to eat and, importantly, what not to eat. Put simply, I cut out all refined sugar and made an effort to pick out low glycaemic index carbohydrates using the University of Sydney guidance.
Cutting out all refined sugar meant looking at labelling because industrial processed foods are full of refined sugars, even if they’re labelled as ‘healthy’. I very quickly decided that, to the extent possible, I’d simply stop eating processed food and cook as much as I could from fresh ingredients. From the outset, I made a conscious decision to reduce portion sizes in the evening to, essentially, child-sized.
If that looks like a keto diet, that’s because it is, and for the first three or four months after the diagnosis, I was pretty strict with myself. I didn’t go full-on keto, but came quite close to it. After the first four months, I shifted from a very low carb. diet to a balanced carb diet.
Also, I treated (and continue to treat) refined sugar as my enemy, exactly as I do tobacco and tobacco smoke.
The second part of the process was what to do about the glucose already in my system. The body gets energy from the calories that you put into it. In principle, putting in fewer calories than you use leads to weight loss. But there’s more to it than that. The body will first go to glucose for fuel, and what it doesn’t burn gets stored as fat. That isn’t just the obvious fat on your body, but the hidden (visceral) fats that accrete to your organs. When carbohydrate input is restricted and exercise increased, the body burns those stored fats and that leads to weight loss.
That’s the theory: what did it all mean in practice?
What I did
- Most days I had a decent breakfast, little or no lunch, and a child-sized evening meal. I still do that. Breakfasts might be porridge, traybakes, fruit and yoghurt or similar. I’m very fond of cooking asparagus and tomato in the juice of half a lemon with a sprinkle of sea salt. Scrambled eggs with a dash of chilli flakes in the mix is good too. I eat plenty of salad leaves. I toyed with veggie sausages in the traybakes but, ironically enough, they’re highly processed, so I cut them out. I eat a lot of eggs, usually poached.
- Suppers were drawn from keto, vegetarian or ‘Mediterranean’ recipes. For me, they involved almost no potatoes and limited rice and pasta. A bonus is that the meals I prepare are popular with the family too. I am not vegetarian, but a lot of what I eat is.
- For the first four months, I cut out almost all booze. I do drink moderately, but these days it’s mostly red wine rather than beer.
- For the first four months, I cut out all commercially-made bread except Ryvita crispbread. I later went back to eating bread, but it was homemade. Bread is an issue and I probably went back to eating it too much. This is something I’m focusing on for the coming year.
- I had no problem with fruit (but NOT fruit juice). I did eat a little chocolate, but 85% cocoa dark chocolate, and not much of it. I make biscuits with whatever combination of ground almonds, desiccated coconut, rolled oats and all-purpose flour I feel like, bound with vegetarian ‘butter’ and a little honey or maple syrup for residual sweetness. These are popular with the family too. I neither like nor use artificial sweeteners. Note that, for the coming year, I’m going to focus my attention on what fruits I eat. More on this in future posts.
- If peckish, I find that a sachet of miso soup and hot water does the trick (So does a glass of water.)
- Fat: I don’t overdo it, but I have not put any effort into cutting fat. I like goat cheese and sometimes put feta in scrambled eggs or omelettes. I eat natural Greek yoghurt every day; before this I didn’t eat yoghurt at all. With less glucose in my blood, the fat is burned off naturally. As an aside, based on browsing in, mainly, New Scientist, I am sceptical about the actual relationship between dietary fat and visceral fat/cholesterol if refined sugar is present too [added: more on this to come. It turns out there is little or no dietary cholesterol impact on serum cholesterol].
- I try not to eat or snack between around 18.30 and 08.00.
- I don’t worry about the occasional doughnut or piece of cake or bottle of beer or portion of chips (fries) or what have you, but not many of them and not often.
- I already did a lot of walking and had done during the lockdown months. I have an exercise bike in the garage. I knew that I wanted to return to running, but I also knew that I was overweight and had to ensure that I wouldn’t hurt myself by doing things too quickly. When I’d lost quite a bit of weight from the diet, the exercise bike and walking, I built in a couch-to-5K routine. In time, I was running at least one 5K a week. I wasn’t going fast, but that wasn’t the point. I also tried to get to the local swimming pool a couple of times a week. Last autumn, I took up Qigong, although for various reasons that fell by the wayside after Christmas.
I did other things that might be to do with my personality. The first is that I was open about posting about my diabetes and what I was doing about it on social media and in this blog. Secondly, I set myself targets and measured my progress towards them. These included weight loss and reduced clothing sizes. Blood test results tracked underlying progress. I was long-ago warned about the dangers of weighing myself daily because of natural variations in weight, but I’m enough of a nerd to have weighed myself every morning, noted the weight on a spreadsheet and auto-calculated running 5-day mean and median weights to show trends. That way I could spot if I actually was gaining weight or if it was just a natural blip.
Outcomes
The first thing that happens when you stop eating sugar is that your face gets thinner. That happens quite quickly. My glasses, previously quite a close fit, were slipping off my face to the extent that I needed to get cords to loop around the legs. My 38” waist jeans became 36” and then 34” after only 4 months. I’m now in 30” and would like to get into 28” by the end of this year (although that’s more from vanity than necessity).
I feel much better generally, and have a better understanding of how my body reacts to food. It’s worth saying that I enjoy what I eat and drink – no aspect of this feels like something I’m forcing myself to endure (except for the cauliflower rice – that was awful and quickly put in the bin.)
In terms of actual numbers:
|
Oct-2021 |
Feb-2022 |
Mar-2023 |
| HbA1c (mmol) |
52 |
37 |
31 |
| Total cholesterol (mmol) |
4.7 |
4.7 |
4.8 |
| HDL (mmol) |
0.9 |
1.1 |
1.4 |
| LDL (mmol) |
2.9 |
2.9 |
2.8 |
| Triglycerides (mmol) |
2 |
1.6 |
1.4 |
| BMI |
35.9 |
30.3 |
26.8 |
| Waist size |
38” |
34” |
30” |
(Note, these are UK figures: I think US readers might be used to seeing results presented differently.)
So what now?
My doctor is happy with where the numbers are, so the general aim for the next year is to keep things stable. He’s content with my weight/BMI in the context of a 63-year-old man coming off the back of a brush with type-2 diabetes, and suggested that I don’t go out of my way to lose too much more weight.
I’m OK with that, but I would like to tone up my tummy a bit more – mainly through swimming, I think. Also, I’d like my 5-day mean and median weights to be in a range about 1.5 kilo lower than they actually are at the moment. Once I get to that point I’ll be content to remain there, especially if I can drop one more waist size in the process. I’ll also pick up the running again – I’ve laid off over winter – but having got to 5K last year, I don’t see any need to do it again. If I can standardise on the run round our local hill (about 3.5K) then I’m good with that along with my swimming. At some point this year I’ll return to Qigong and then Tai-chi.
I don’t plan to change my diet, but do want to expand my repertoire of recipes. This is likely to be ‘Mediterranean’ in nature, including North African. It will include red wine. I wouldn’t complain if my total cholesterol came down a tad, but exercise should take care of that in the long run if I continue to restrict carbs.
Also, I’m aware that my diabetes is in remission but still lurks as a possibility for the future. There is a danger in getting complacent and losing what I’ve gained. I’ll know how that’s going in a year when I get my next checkup, but look out for another post here on my plans for 2023/24..
One final thing (and I got some pushback on Twitter for saying this): I’m retired and live on pensions, but even so it helps that I can afford to eat healthily and well. Good fresh food tends to be more expensive than processed food and takes a wee bit more effort to prepare. I have views on this, as well as food labelling and the bombardment of ads for sugar and sugar derivatives, but they are for another day.
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If any of this is helpful to you, that’s great. If you have any questions then ask them with the proviso that I am not a doctor and all I can say is what worked for me. If you find yourself where I was in late 2021, then talk to your doctor.
And remember kids: always treat refined sugar and processed food as your enemy. Always.
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